Its time i say the real reason i never play. Ive been so depressed and stressed out lately. A part of me wants to end it but i can't, thats selfish of me cuz all id be dpi g is hurting ppl who i care about. But these dark thoughts in my mind r eating me alive and idk how to deal with it... I just wanna belong somewhere and feel accepted...
Something i forgot to add... I lied about the test being negative. Shes pregnant... So ya...
I hope you'll find something in life that makes you happy.
BansheePlant,thx... Same goes 4 u
Also im giving away all my stuff in AU server sooo
Abortion is a big sin~
Gl.
Sir William RTK,we r not aborting
Hahahah
Wow That is a lot of responsibility for you my Freind I wish you and you gf a happy life
LastDeath,thx i appreciate it. Hopefully we stay together so the kid doesnt have to deal with wat i deal with
Same man. I learn to deal with it.
I've gotten my girl pregnant, and my aunt takes care of her during the week so my gf and I can focus on school.
Never abort, the shame will be with you for the rest of your life. Give it to a family member who cares, have partial custody until you can raise it.
Pain is just weakness fading away.
Remember that.
KidIcarus,thats very true. She is gonna graduate this year so her mom is gonna take care of it til she graduates.
Shadow Kid XxDKxX Leader, How old are you/she?
KidIcarus,im 15 and shes 17
Shadow Kid XxDKxX Leader, Me and my gf are both 12.
You got quite an age gap there... Damn.
KidIcarus,its only 2 years
Shadow Kid XxDKxX Leader, 2 years can mean a lot. Especially at the age she is at.
KidIcarus,that is true...
KidIcarus,lol just cause when your a kid 2 years seems big. :D it is literally nothing though. 24 months rofl.. People change alot in a year when ur young yes.. However a mature individual can see the big picture and know what if ur actually in love and both loyal then once your both over 21 it has absolutely NO RELEVANCY TO BE 2 YEARS APART LOL . =)
HAKUIN,i agree. Im 15 and shes 17 so thats not even bad
HAKUIN, Sexual maturity is a big difference. I honestly don't care about age, but at 16-18 a lot of teenagers go through many changes, almost like a hybrid of puberty. Hopefully that clears any misunderstandings from me speech.
HAKUIN, My mind is almost equal to an adult's. I can see things better and determine whether it is a risk or not. It is how I avoided being with the wrong girl several times, and if I didn't determine this I probably would have killed myself from all the pain I could have experienced.
I even have a paying job as a Dog Groomer, Ferret Trainer(in my community, this shit is huge.), pet caretaker, a summer job as a landscaper, you get the idea. I usually run around all day, about $1060 a week from 40 hours. Though I still manage to play fun video games and take care of my daughter during the weekends, sometimes during the week.
Shadow Kid XxDKxX Leader, my wife is 27 and im 30 =) the older you get the less difference an age gap makes =)
HAKUIN,ik that
Stay positive brother!! Life is precious and short dont waste your time being unhappy. All problems are a projection of one's mind. Reality is inherently acceptable before we apply our opinions. There is tons of suffering in the world but people make it through. Just understand that as a citizen of a first world country our problems are "first world" problems meaning that they are minuscule compared to.the suffering of millions of other people in 3rd world countries . just count your blessings and live one day at a time =)
HAKUIN,thx i appreciate it.
Haha