Hi guys its username 666 . Today im going to tell u guys my story ,i am a 15 year old boy my life was always alone i live in a small town in lahore pakistan, i have a brain disorder called anxiety i m so lonely i needed someone i was in sooo much depression i needed someone then 7 months ago i joined this game my 1st frnd was a girl named KipZUnknownEmo we were best frnds i was getting better with my life i had started to stay happy she was my best friend then 3 months ago i proposed her after watching her on utube we used to talk each other whole day and ni8 we spent so much time talking and sharing our moments we had planned that after 4 yrs when we turn 18 ill meet her then we marry but few days ago she got sooo much excited and told her few frnds and then it got spreaded she stopped coming online from few daysi was soo much worried for her i knew she got caught while she tried to call me from school.now her parents have stoped her from talking to me ive made her life a hell her parents already doesnt have trust on her she wasnt allowed to talk to someone like this she wasnt allowed to call anyone on phone she took risks for me she uploaded her videos on utube for me i still have her videos in my tablet. Kian my frnd i love u and scarlett so much kian pls dude never leave scarlett ever it was my wish to see pics of u guys but i guess i wont be alive to see that and kian im so sorry im ezio there was no username 666 i always loved u and andy but my real place was in ghe , guys never love someone it always gives pain but if u already have it thennever let it go . Guys ill stay alive for few days waiting for her call if u ever see someone on game named redneonwolf, kipzunknownEmo,marinaZUnknownEmo, or riverzunknown emo or related name then ask her whats her name if she says marina then tell her i loved her so much i couldnt stay withought her so i commited suicide ill watcher her beautiful face from hell everyday and guys tell her never leave path of light. Guys ill come back to meet u againa nd kian my bro always keep scarlett happy she knows my story and if possible then i wanna see u goodbye dude goodbye ill be back then never ever.
Don't suicide
I don't know what to say.
Can we talk? :(
For those reading, love does not always have to be painful like this. This is a tragic story of a boy in Pakistan where life is not as easy, as families have to stay indoors to hide from terrorists. This boy felt very lonely because he could not go out, so he met an american girl online and became best friends. But her parents don't want her to talk to him because he's from Pakistan. This is a very sad story, but love doesn't have to be hard. First time crushes are always silly, just be strong.
HeroSonic,This might be the only good thing you posted.
HeroSonic, dude this is not 1st time and she is not my crush i never had a gf before all girls rejected me she was the only one who accepted me and gave me extreme love and nkw shes gone forever and im alone again.
Username 666-GHE, I CANT BELEVE I READ ALL IM STUPID
Username 666-GHE, Sorry, I know I should have asked but it was happening too fast, that so many kids already read this - I had to quickly write something. Also, I thought my writing days are over in this community, so people won't even believe it if you told me something.
[quote=HeroSonic]
For those reading, love does not always have to be painful like this. This is a tragic story of a boy in Pakistan where life is not as easy, as families have to stay indoors to hide from terrorists. This boy felt very lonely because he could not go out, so he met an american girl online and became best friends. But her parents don't want her to talk to him because he's from Pakistan. This is a very sad story, but love doesn't have to be hard. First time crushes are always silly, just be strong.
Yes, dude, love is always painful. And what would you know, those 'first time crushes' could end up being the whole reason you're still alive.
Lizara, Yes, you're right - thanks for pointing that out. In reality, it is sad how love is always painful but it doesn't have to be hard. Sometimes, people do find love at first sight but other things can happen like divorce - that is only possibility, I was speaking in general. But I think you already understand, that the whole point of my post to these kids is that love shouldn't be this traumatizing. True love should be painful, but suicide is too much and it only hurts the receiver.
Lol
Don't say such things Ezio!!! We need to talk!
Scãrłët, pls always love kian and never leave him love is beautiful on other hand its also painful pls never leave each other and live a happy life. I love u both uboth r greatest couple.
Guys i need someone in my life i cant live like this i wanna leave this crappy culture country religion home family name i wanna be very far from it with someone who give me love i just need love. GUYS i need someone in my life who will give me same love as her guys im in pain im depressed everyday i got sleeping pillls in my pocket i stole them from a store cuz they dont give sleeping pills. I can eat anytime but i still have a little hope guys i need someone in my life to give love i have huge dreams that i want to come true.i need someone to give my love and get love in return her last texts still hurts me.
Username 666-GHE,someone's heart will always be there for you my friend
ThotPatrol-Ķøhåķů-IdeaGenerator, thanks kohaku her youtuber name was puglover8282 she had also commented on one of hakuin videos . I still have hope she will call me somehow.
Username 666-GHE,This person?
ThotPatrol-Ķøhåķů-IdeaGenerator, Wait is username666 Pogani Zondar?
Let me check
Yes...Yes it is..
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wtf
It was sad that they seperated they were a close relationship i hope she comes back..
Hey pal!
Don't take everything close to your hart. Everything always changes, time flows, nothing can be at the same spot. I'm trying to say, that we all have bad, hard periods of our lives. There are so many things ahead, so much more you need to see, to try, to create
We all know this feelings, pal. Just be cool and keep it up!
PoC Master,never met an admin who tried to save a life b4
U have my respect
Also dude, dont hurt urself. Ppl care about u. Ik the feeling, trust me, i REALLY do. Just keep fighting the depression
PoC Master,Best Admin.
Thanks guys u give me hope.
I just wanna achieve my dreams and im not gunna suicide now cuz ive tracked everything fo her by just a phone number so i still have a hope and im not gunna suicide .
Ima make a meme of what u just said. JUST DO IT -Shia Labeouf
MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY ACHEIVE YOUR DREAMS YOUVE SEEN ALBERT EINSTEIN JUST DO IT
XD 666 love is not a must it takes time to find someone everyone use to hate me in 1-5 grade 6th grade came I was dating girls left and right but I never found love until 8th grade me and her are still together and we love each other and when I was in ghe I supported you ik I can be a jerk and a asshole but hey I warned ya I don't have time for bs 1/2 of ghe are good people the other half are people who want to become stronger and kill every clan and ur one of those good people I hope you find love and I hope life delivers it to and I wish you luck on surviving in poc
Ey but dont take it as an excuse to attack Dark KNights
Thank u soooo much everyone.
It always comes down to loneliness, powerless, emptiness, depression, fear, anaxity (can't spell sorry) Shame, embarrassment, rejection, abuse, neglect, grief, hatred, socially awkward or introvert, loose and pain...
Everyone on this forum experiences 1 or more of these feelings. Your 15 mate. I get it you wanted to meet someone and you put yourself out there for finally having a connection with somebody and it become so well and important to you and that you value it and treasure it. People come and go and that's life. Your still a child. Most of us are still children. Even I myself whose 21 am still a child at heart... compared to Hakuin hes the only adult here apart from the forum ownsers???
I will be honest I can't stand Ghe but behind Ghe is people. Fellow human beginnings who all also have the problems as everybody and everyone here. No one here can say life is perfect. There is some forum off imbalance in there lives and we all enjoy a game or hobby to help distract and keep sane and feel safe. Maybe it's joy, maybe it's being somebody, Maybe it's making as many friends as possible, maybe it's the thrill or the adventure... everyone has a Reason to play.
You always show compassion and love to people even if they do you wrong. No matter how many times a person has wronged you or hurt you must forgive and accept what happened... 1stly I said this becuase I know somehwere inside you 666 you have bad feelings towards her parents... you have had every good intention and good feelings towards this person. Read your words 8 times over also cam understand you are lying and it's no story. It's your feelings it's your hurt and your shock and disgust with the world. You've done nothing wrong or nothing to harm this girl. All you wanted was a connection and not to be alone and treasure and nature that bond. It hurts alot to suddenly stop talking to someone you like... it's more then annoying it's frustrating... it looks and breaks your mood your hunger your spirit and just makes time Stand Still... you think about it again and again when you wake up when you eat when you work when you travel when you play when you sleep it's like a nightmare. The pain and the discomfort in your chest feels like your rotteningand wasting away inside... and it becomes so unbearable you can't take it.
You need to Open Your Eyes and Wake Up. I am going to be cold and heartless for a mintue. I don't like suicidal people. They are the 2nd worst kind of human in my book. I have no empathy for a person to end there life no matter how hard or sad or life is. We have a saying... you were put into this world for a reason. This person who came into your life made it all better when in reality that very same all better is inside you. As poc master said do not take it to heart. It's okay to hurt and be sad and cry and wine and B# ### or rant to whoever pain is pain. Everyone deals with it differently. Life was Full of People like here. There could be someone 1000times more worse off the you and they playing poc or something looking for you 666.
I will be honest and share a secret on me. I get exactly where you comming from... those feelings you feeling now I've Fault them for years. I didn't end my life... ( dont beleive in suicide and not my culture) I didn't forget I didn't let go. I carried it on my shoulders and made that pain into a drive and a reason. The people who often hurt the most in this world have the kindest and nicest of hearts just waiting to share it to the world. Your friend maybe will come back 1 day. You have to keep pushing and searching becuase if you did now if you end it all... if you give up...
YOU WILL NEVER REMEMBER HER. You die you forget all you know. You won't remember your buddies who you love inside ghe. You won't remember or enjoy you family or your friends or your most important memories you value so close and preicously. My deepest fear in real life isn't dying. I am ready and prepared to die anyday If God Chooses. But my Real Fear is Loosing My Memories. Forgetting the person I am. The people I loved the people who left. The people and memories still to come... anyone who knows me irl will tell you there is a black spot in my chest or that I am rude or a utter @$$ but it takes 1 good look to see the gentle and soft side to me. To me memories is more important then death becuase if you die and people remmeber you, you aren't dead you live on forever inside them and in there memories... you can't die here and 2morrow she sudden is on you tube again... There is always hope and possibility. Maybe 4 years from know she will be her own person and hunt you down only to find out you died some how. She don't need that Nasty Memory. So if you truely love her and missing her don't end your life don't even think about that choice ever again for as long as you live. Suicide is the worst punishment you can give to someone whom you love next to Adultery... move on with life wait for her and seek for others like her who need you... look for the people who are suffering just like you are and help them... understand them and know them... you said 4 years you want to see her and marry her yes? Dreams are dreams but if you work on it and keep looking and trying even if it takes longer them expected go for it. Wait for her becuase you will see her again sooner or later. Parents are parents it means they care and love there child. I've lost a total of 37 friends in the last 11 years due to over protective parents. Each person hurt more then the last. My worst 1 was the girl I was going to marry in 2018... I lost her becuase her parents are Racist and Discriminate... I waited 2 Years for her. Next year will be 3 years becuase I Still Have Hope. Even if it's not here there is many people like you 666 that need me to speak with them. And that is my Drive as A human. If I die now who is going to do what I do???
I hope you read this long message and take my words carefully and that it's not Too late. Inspite of gamer hate and rage the forum is a family we look out for each other. As for everyone else out there reading with simlar or different problemsm.. dont give up make a good memory out of it and make yourself stronger too. Good luck.
~ØRaydermusØ~786~
ØRaydermusØ,dude thank u sooooo much for these awesome words u said right if i died no one will give a sh*t few will and they will get hurt and get nasty memories i still got hope i got dreams to work on my life isnt a piece o sh*t to just waste on some random weird day. I hope if shes good and lucky for me then i find her soon and be together and if not i pray to god better keep her away from me forever. Cuz my life comes first i was born to live for myself first its my rule then for others. I got no reason to be sad and alone i talk to myself all the time i got a spirit inside me an fictional frnd who never leaves me alone so im not alone . Thanks guys for motivation i will never forget these awesome words.
ØRaydermusØ,thats deep bro .-.
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Ψ LoS GalacticoS βαΤυ GHξ Ψ,shut up u don't have feeling seriously
I love how Rayder comes in like the conquering hero yet we have been here the whole time being friends with these players. I have given them supplies and talked with them, been there for them... where have you been Rayder? Don't come back and act all heroic like you are the savior of poc because you left all of us. Let's not forget that. And DONT DARE turn around and cast the blame on me. You made your own choices and I did what I had to as well.
IKR he acts all good but in had left everyone in fact when I joined the forums I wanted to join Bløød but right before I joined the forums he left to bad for him I have a true family now
LastDeath,And Scarlet and Kian are high up in there to thks I’m sorry I’m not around more life is busy rn